if you were here, oh, what your eyes would say.

let's try this again, shall we?

twentyseven journals later, and i'm still looking for inspiration in all of the wrong places. so i want to bring it all here--new words, new images, new sounds. i want it all to be right here so when i feel the earth spinning too fast, i will know somewhere that can remind me of when the earth turned slowly. and i'll just wait, with my lights turned out again. and i'll also blatantly steal lines from andrew mcmahon to make myself feel better. because it always does.

it's almost one in the morning, and i'm trying to remember the days when i would html-it-up and create layouts like they were going out of style. now i'm using a barely modified template, but it's making me realize that i always cared more about appearances as opposed to the content. i gotta stop that.

there are a lot of things i have to stop: wasting my time playing gem swap II on facebook; wasting time on facebook in general; taking time off work unnecessarily; forgetting who my friends are. the list will continue.

but tonight all i really care about is the new word i learned.

ensconce: to settle securely or snugly / to hide securely.